The skill I have learned is dont ever be sad, things may be sad or awful or completely horrible. When you allow yourself to be sad, it overtakes you like a hurricane, then your done you may as well lay down and die. Life takes these right and left turns, and life is trying to kill you. You cant let life kill you. Im working hard to overcome the sadness that I feel. For one thing I may never see my son again, I was very close with my son. All my young life was spent breaking the law, once I had a child I cleaned it up and was successful. So my relationship with babymama was completely dysfunctional, mutually abusive, painful. So because she had a serious drug problem and tried to distroy my life because I refused to enable that behavior. My babymama hates me and if its up to her, Ill never see my son again, out of spite, but its not up to her. Im going to school trying to be successful in life. Trying to amend my mistakes, nothing is going to stop me. It started by me getting rid of negative influences in my life my family. Sometimes your family can be your worst enemy. I do not speak to them its the best decision ive ever made, for now. Im so positive about the future and nothing is going to stop me from achieving my goals.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 07:15:22 +0000
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