The trip has been very therapeutic so far but I still wake up with a heavy ache in my heart.... As you can see in the pics...we took Christian with us and I now take his stuffed dog, Spot everywhere. I so wish I could be watching Christians little feet in the tide or his little toes squishing the sand. I wish that I could be holding him as I slowly walked into the water and he would laugh that excited laugh of his...and I could feel him circle his arms just a little tighter in anticipation. Only in my dreams...I keep asking God to help me accept this and not be so angry and hurt. And,I keep asking him to direct me how I can help other little ones like Christian in a big way. Children cannot keep dying from cancer. Its unnatural for a parent to lose their child!!!!! There simply arent enough words to express how much I love Christian or how big this hole is....I want to prevent other parents from having to go through what we did. Im praying for God to direct my path in that way too.
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 12:18:20 +0000
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