The way I look at life...I no longer question this or that or what - TopicsExpress



          

The way I look at life...I no longer question this or that or what and why, Because I believe that everything happens for a reason...And all I do, is that I follow in his league...Thats it. He has put obstacles in front of me that I never could take on. I learn to become a stronger person in life, and I learn...I learned a valuable lesson today, that lesson..Is that actions speak louder than words...And, if a Family Member loves you like they say they do, that simply just means that age is limitless...And just because there was no room in the apt, didnt mean that I was intolerable, uuncooperative, belligerent or held no morals or standards as a guest, doesnt mean that as a requirement without no if someone is prepared or not, that you just deliberately kick someone out the premises just like that. A grandmother of nearly 87 years of age did that to me yesterday, behind my Mom and I. My mom...is outraged by all of what she did by buying buying a flight ticket back to Jersey, totally disregarding the fact whether I have a place to stay back in Jersey or not..Whether I had any clothes for that kind of weather or not. If I had money for not, but luckily for me, I have over $200 in my possession. However, I wasnt ready to leave just yet but, I do have a temporarily place for me to go to and stay, until I move to my apartment that I will lease after the security deposit is put in with my cousin to ensure that in the Least will be in our name in Reno, Nevada. Although, what if the questions becomes the fact that I didnt have a plan or there wasnt anyone? How does your self consciousness make you feel about that if something were to happen to me out there? If you were that impatient to have your own space that quick enough, that you completely disregarded my safety? If you were to read me up on the news all the way from where you are at in the Los Angeles times? Luckily for me, I just turned 23 on September 2, and I learned how to get by un-unexpectedly..However, what if I was un-experienced? What if I didnt know how to do all of what I am capable of doing all by myself? What if my childhood Autistic disability of having Pervasive developmental disorder was categorized as a severity of something born having, that it can still linger in the measures that it can mentally affect a person? What if I was incapable of doing the things that I am able to do at the age of 23 that I could not do as young as 13? Then, would you remorse? Would you feel self-pity? Would you be sympathetic? Would you ask God for forgiveness? Would you? Because if the answer is indeed, it is far way too late now.Apparently I am already aware that quite not even the thoughts of that probability doesnt even exist. You totally disregard my Mothers happiness, and, I hate to see her beyond upset and you dont care. Its okay though, I leave that thought upon the obviousness of your actions into the hands of God..because at the end, hes in control at the end of the day, and this is what he wanted to happen, but I dont question it, nor do I try to configure it excessively. God-Bless you though, because today is and the last time, you have and will ever see me again..But, I wish you no harm. Why? That will be a sin on my part, and that part of my life is dead and gone..And I have no spite, but I dont pardon such an action. So may God be with you...Because if there is a anyone who loves me more than anybody else in this world, it is God.He loves me more than anything and anyone else that God has put down before me in my path that has ever truly loved me. I have cycerical mindset, and I am now as humble about the situation as can become. With that being said, please pray for my safety to Nashville, Tennessee, and from there to Newark, NJ. My flight boards at 10:25am (PST) #LAX. George Galarza Jr. George Galarza Jr. Juan Manuel Destinee Corina Bayron Alvarez Noel NoMorals Struck Etchy P Irizarry Vivian Nancy Oliver Donald C. Miller Jesus JayJay Ambrocio Dennis Stansfield Shalia Cristina Acosta Uqhmazinq Shad Jose Pagan Genesis Maldonado ToniAshley Posada Hernandez Mirna Ramos Rateesh Udayar Abhish Crisleores Christian Hernandez Elizabeth Hernandez Torres Gil Eli Michele McIvor Robertazzi Lisbeth V Santiago Michell Moya Michael Sanders Juan Nicolas Shereen Alqaysee Pam Milla Monique Pagan
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 18:05:32 +0000

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