There is nothing more hurtful, than to loose a child.. almost 6 weeks ago our son was born, our happiness was broken because he died, Feb 17 was a day that was supposed to be a happy day became the worst day of our lives.. he is beautiful I thought to myself.. a pinch of his father, and a whole glass of me... he was left in the room with us to say our goodbyes, that was the hardest part.. a day that was supposed to be joyful, was burdened with planning a funeral.. I was so furious that I couldnt even pray... thoughts were replayed over and over of the many mothers who are blessed to have children and didnt deserve them...I was being selfish. . At his funeral I spoke amd remembered how my husband and I asked god to do whatever he wished with our child upon finding out we were pregnant. . I felt a sense of peace. .. all the plans we had for him, all the nice clothes, best schools and toys we had for him will never be because it wasnt good enough.. he is with jesus now. .. I said all this to say that this is our testimony... it was our test, to see if we loved jehovah enough to rely on him... I am not a person to blast my every move on social media, and this was very hard for me to do.. but I had to let my story out... to tell someone that they are not alone.. my son Miles Lee Norwood was a blessing... all we have is his footprints.. those sweet little footprints to remember that I am a mother too.. a mother that lost her child to stillbirth... a unexplained and mysetrious death that plagues the homes of 1 out of every 160 women daily...
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 02:18:34 +0000
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