Theres one person that isnt a part of my life anymore and I miss a whole lot. His name is Toby. Hes my other half. Yes, Tobes and I have our ups and downs, mainly downs, but I honestly love him with all of my heart. I made him a promise a few months ago and I tend to keep that promise. I promised him that Ill always have his back no matter what. I still have his back even though we arent seeing eye to eye. I was told that was for the better which in a way I do but dont understand. I think a brother and sister should be allowed to hang out and stuff but thats as far as it should go. These past couple of days I realized a lot about my life now that he isnt in it. Toby and I was once best friends. We were super close. He made me laugh. He made me smile. He made me upset. Everything. Hes not fully mature at the moment. But I love him. Toby and I are so much alike that its crazy. We even look alike. But without him in my life I realized a big difference. I dont find much things funny anymore like I did with him. I dont smile much anymore. Nothing. I miss him a lot. I feel like I ruined everyone in this family. When I came back we became like The Hatfields and The McCoys. I dont like that either. I want us all to be a family. Ive faced Hell for 16 years. And Im only asking for one thing. In conclusion, I owe 2 people an apology for not treating them right and that is Keith Dillon and Mary Dillon. I made them feel left out because I only wanted to hangout with Toby and Im sorry.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 11:04:16 +0000
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