Think Im going through some Kind of a lull.. I dont want to say the word depressed because words give life... I know I have so much love and energy that its hard for regular folks to deal with... I am a visionary... A dreamer... A optimist...I love The Lord... I love the dark side of me... I love being an emotional person... I love feelings... I am smart... Basically a nice looking woman when I want to be... I can have I tell urgent conversations about a lot of things... Maybe not politics or sports because that doesnt motivate me... I love tattoos and a free spirit... I was once bound with chains of despair in many times of my life... Im proud of the person I am today... I love people and kids, animals and old people... true enough I dont let people get to close use or abuse me..in the beginning....I feel that friendships and family are built over time...with that time comes the strong bonds needed to make everlasting relationships... I can smell a pile of poop for a mile before I happen upon it.. I try to always be understanding and go the extra mile to be sweet...if I dont then people see the monster they dont like... I believe in cosmic energy and a positive nature heals... I believe that forgiveness is mandatory to be forgiven... I feel thats at people dont like themselves so it makes them have terrible issues... They are not happy with what they see in the mirror...inside and out I believe in following traffic laws so you dont hurt others..I dont believe in the church as a building..I believe in the body of Christ and its made up all different parts.. Not one part does the same function as another... So dont judge because you dont understand.... I can hear things and see things that others cant... Not because Im special it because Im tuned in because life chose that for me... I have a very very intuitive nature... Its from God and not magic... I cry at the drop of hurtful tear of someone elses... And I have a fire spirit as quick as as the tear... Just depends on the motives of others.. I dont do things for other people to try to get somewheres with it.. I try to do things for people that really need so they can experience the gratitude of love and kindness the way its supposed to be exhibited... To be thankful is to have experienced others and life the way it was meant to be... At times I can get mad and send signals that surely would think could send you straight to hell but that because I have a real pure love in my heart.. That is full of passion... I dont like people that take advantage, lie, full of motives, not loyal, steal, or hurt others... I think I getter mad about that when it is done to someone I love instead of myself.... I love all people... I embrace their cultures, religions, personal preferences in beliefs, and respect what others have to say... I have never met someone that I couldnt learn from unless they already knew it all... I have a very strong nature that is sometimes aggressive, Persistent, and quite frankly... Just dont give up... If you respect me I give you all... You dont respect me ... There will be no end until I have to beg forgiveness from God... I love knowledge... I love to cook... Im good and anything I put my mind too... I love the creatives forces in a person... It is truly my opinion that it was the way we were meant to vent and release that pressure valve... I feel whatever you do you in moderation no matter what.. Its not my place to judge you so dont judge me... Never feel sorry for yourself... If you do look at the people around you or the news...you will see that your day wasnt really that bad.. My heart is heavy today... Feeling like I lost my way or my purpose... But being able to purposely say these things about myself... Help me remember.. That I have many purposes... Many roads to choose from as long as there is a breath of life eft in me... Many choices and many chances... The most important thing that I can realize and remember... With all that is always make room for the next person..always have that extended hand... Never use what I have to hurt people... And always do everything in love... So if you read this about me you may have learned some things... I know its long and boring... But I did it for me..I hope some of you may have gotten somethings that helped and if it did share it with the next... Most of all love all, hurt none ( unless they beg for it) and dance in the wind and rain... If someone tells you dont do this or that... Do it anyway if you believe in it... You only have one life... Make the most of it... P.s. doesnt hurt to get a tattoo every now and then.. Lol
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 21:01:07 +0000
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