This is not the proper place for this, Lady Marmalade stated as a matter of fact, but there are those who refuse to see it for what it is, pure and sincere truth. Train finally understood what that meant. It was not pure because it fit into societies box type thinking. No, on the contrary, it definitely didnt fit for most would not understand and they would assume she had ulterior motives. He himself had thought that way about her at first but that was before she repeatedly refused to be seen that way. She needed to tell the right one, who could not help but listen, to search her out, to see her justly, and to know the intent of her heart was never evil. The way the information played out was not pure, but it was still never evil. The goal was never to do anything that would hurt, or maim, or tear down, or to destroy. Her heart was simply whispering her own truth, waiting for this response, I was searching for you, I heard your voice, and I followed you here to find you in the place where yo are. From the very beginning she heard his response, even before he uttered it, she felt it in that miraculous connection that was between them before they met. She heard his heart whispering, too, and heart responded in kind. I do not believe in soul mates, the reflection of two souls that are the same as the other, but there are always exceptions to the rule. One in a million might experience this supernatural phenomenon. It is a curse and a blessing all at the same time, one the greatest joys that anyone might ever experience but also one of the greatest sorrows they have ever known. Most people will never believe in this phenomenon, and even the ones experiencing it might refuse to believe it, too, but it is a truly glorious thing when they finally understand that God reveals some of the most intimate parts of his character through this phenomenon, a lovers heart. This is not the worlds definition of a lover, someone who makes love to you physically, for such love is imperfect, it involves fear, doubt, lack of trust, and torment. A heart that has matured and been made perfect in love has cast out fear, doubt, lack of trust, and is no longer tormented. This is why a lovers heart can see what no one else can see and what has not even been revealed, hear what others will not hear even when it is not spoken, know and respond in kind to what everyone else refuses to understand. Yes, at first she saw he was starving, hungry so long that it was beyond reason. She heard what he whispered but her ears were dull of hearing. Her understanding was not though. She knew exactly what he meant even if she didnt want to say it out loud. She was too busy trying to label it, dissect it, and waste time trying to change the world through it, though, but eventually she stopped listening with her ears and mind and heard his truth by listening with her heart. She kept following the creep, that impostor of his truth, down to the source of it, until he took her to the house where Love resides. She learned his real name, Love. She showed up at his house while he was gone away, trying procure something/ someone who would at least temporarily fill the immense emptiness within him, and he came back to her standing completely vulnerable in his room with all of his children. Oh, he was mad because of her ability to intrude into his own vulnerability. Yet to the untrained it looked like he was mad because she was there at all in his private, secluded place but her trained eye saw his anger for what it was. He was very angry that she was made to be so vulnerable, and he was driven into madness because no matter how much he knew she would fill that deep abyss inside his soul that he also knew he would not take her and she would not take him. She would do whatever he asked from her but she would not take and he would not ask. He ran them all off into a not so private room, the room of life, but he stayed in his room trying to stuff that fast food hamburger that he knew was not going to satiate his hunger, in his face. She hugged his children, talked to them, and prayed over them, and it always seemed odd that they allowed her to do that when they were so offish to some others. Then she realized the reason he stayed away from her was because he was trying to keep himself from gobbling her down whole, so she got dressed, to person who was looking though you could still see her vulnerabilities. He was looking, he was always looking, even when he tried not to. Her inaudible whispers were always loud in his heart. Therefore he eventually stopped trying to ignore them, as long as she was not obvious to the rest of the world he was willing to let her know he was listening. He came out of his room a different man, same but different. He was older not just in body but in spirit. He was like a weaned child who had trained himself to do without mothers milk. He was wounded though, stained all over his face, neck, and chest with medicine. He peered deep into her soul, they became eye to eye, but then he saw that she could see that he was stained, he was so ashamed and feeling guilty about that stain, that he looked away and it broke her heart. Her heart was not broken because he was stained but that he did not think that she could see past it and still delight in the beautiful splendor of his glory. Oh, but she could see it. She saw it from the very beginning and she could not look away. He always took her breath away. She longed to wipe away the medicine, that placating false healing balm from his face and heart but she knew he would just shrink back in terror if she tried to touch him again. She just waited and prayed for him to believe he truly is beautiful and to not be afraid to let that glory shine out from inside him, that he didnt need the medicine that stained his soul and skin. Her sisters came to visit and she reintroduced them to him while he was cooking dinner for them all. He smiled at her genuinely and she reciprocated back to him in kind. They had both learned that Love will not fail you, it will not leave you and will shelter you, pulling you through to better days. It sees all things and will not count you false or see your imperfections over your beauty. It believes truth even when presented lies, and it knows you and the picture youre painting even when your busy painting a different picture. Yes, Love crowns us like kings and queens in a world that elects deceptive presidents. Isnt this a perfect attribute of God? He teaches it only to those who were destined to wear Loves crown and he teaches it through trial and error but eventually through acceptance and success. Then I was awakened to the task by the kiss of my friend. Proverbs 24:26 An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips. Psalm 85:10 Mercy and truth have met together; Righteousness and peace have kissed. Song of Solomon 8:1 If only you were to me like a brother, who was nursed at my mothers breasts! Then, if I found you outside, I would kiss you, and no one would despise me. Luke 7:45 You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. 1 Peter 5:14 Greet one another with a loving kiss. Peace to all of you who are in Christ. I wonder which one(s) the dream symbolized. ???
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 19:35:22 +0000
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