This is the hardest post to share, but I need to make myself vulnerable in order to complete the path that is unfolding quickly for me. I feel with absolute confidence that the houseboat (see previous posts) called me in, and this is my path for the next stage of my life!! Yet, I am in agony over it as I cannot bring my two beloved pixie-bob cats (half bob cat-half tabby--which makes them very dog like in personality yet trapped kitty clothes). These two cats are the reason I know unconditional love daily, and they truly have been a source of joy. I still melt every time I see them. Yet, I feel that I do not give them the nurturing and care that they deserve. Admittedly, I am rarely ever home, and when I am outside, next to the creek (they were declawed and thus are indoor kitties). Therefore, the time they get from me is waking up and going to sleep and a few scant hours throughout the week. It makes me feel guilty and selfish all the time. I keep thinking I will change and become a homebody, but it just isnt me....I am an active gal and an adventurer by nature! If I plan on not having kids, yet still have responsibilities to furry kids, it leaves me with one foot in both worlds. It is not a win-win for either the cats or myself. Therefore, I am moving forward with a painful decision to break my bond with my meows, leave the creekside home I love and give away most all of my possessions to further sync my life with what I believe is in tune with my most authentic self. Of all the friends and acquaintances on Facebook, it is my hope that there is one person, or they know a person, who is looking for the best furry thing that ever happened to them. We could even do a short term trial, and work toward an adoption if it is a purrrfect fit for you.( I am also working with a purebred adoption agency, but that will take some time, and I would not know where they go). While my heart is breaking, I do feel that in the long run, it is the best choice for them, as well as for me. I take possession of the houseboat on Oct 1st, but will not likely rent my place out until mid Oct or Nov. (sidenote: interested in a creekside duplex in Issaquah, please contact me. Options can include: beautifully furnished with felines :) Cat bio: 2 male pixie- bobs, aka: supermodels of the cat world- (life expect 15-16). who are not at all indifferent to humans, they want to be a part of a home/family life. They are playful, gentle, trainable/smart as heck for cats and great little loves. I have never met more personable cats in my life. I do not believe they would do well with other cats, (thats the bobcat side) but would adjust to dogs, and they are great around kids. Ok universe of social media....I am Breathing in my courage, and exhaling my fear....lets see what happens from here. Please message me privately if wishing to explore options.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 00:01:38 +0000
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