This is the one day now every year that I really dont have words. I live in two worlds at once in this day- trying to embrace the joys and experiences in the present, and interiorly re-living every long hour of this day in 2012. I hate clocks on this day but I cant help but watch them. Thank you all for your love and messages to phone and FB. It does help bolster us through the hard moments that do hit repeatedly. I am not sure if I can sum up this day.....I am exhausted, I have cried, but I have shared more laughter than tears, and there have been so many pivotal life changing moments in this one day, there is just no way to document them all. It was this day 2 years ago that I fully understood the depth behind this simple passage in the gospel of Luke as it refers to Our Blessed Mother- But Mary treasured up all these things, pondering them in her heart. I have collected many treasures today, and have seen all the ways that God has sent us rainbows after these storms of life, showing us His Fatherly love despite our great loss. There is NO pain on this earth that is greater than losing a child, but I do want all of you to know whole-heartedly that when you reach out to comfort us, we receive it with joy and gratitude!!!! Love you all!! And Love and miss you my sweet boy Avery Jude!!!
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 02:46:38 +0000
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