This post will be long so bare with me here... Im having a moment or some people will call it a crazy hormones moment. I need all of you guys to know how much i miss you...All of you!! So many memories. What we do is challenging and difficult, rewarding at the same time. We try to explain it to our love ones and they listen and nod their heads but they dont understand and how could they. So we have no choice but create and extended family, the ones that run codes with you.. Help you take care of patients on the verge of death. Some of them make it and we celebrate those like the 4th of july. Some patients dont...abd in those moments we hug each other we hold hands and YES we cry! Not in front of families but we do. In the break rooms, med rooms supply rooms. It breaks my heart when i hear people say that we r desensitized!!! Because we, laugh, tell jokes, and always find and excuse to make a party! We need that to feel normal, to keep hoping! To not break down! I miss all of you! Our fights, our laughs, our sense of unity. Together we celebrated weddings, many many babies! Graduations we watched each other grow. We fought with our cancer survivor warriors and we mourned the ones we lost. We miss Ray dont we?.. We supported each other thru divorces too. Now we r all dispersed, different areas, hospitals, fields. Some only see each other thru fb. Today i want all of you to know that I LOVE YOU with all my heart and i thank the lord for putting me in the same path as yours. Good luck and well c each other soon
Posted on: Wed, 21 Jan 2015 02:36:25 +0000
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