This was mine and Hollie Clark s song I dedicated it to her and she dedicated to me several months ago and it kills me to listen to it but its so true shes crazy and Im out of my mind I just wish we could work out problems Im hurting so bad I hate where we ended up.. Ive been with her so long.. she knows every imperfection of me and I know every imperfection of her but we loved one another deeply... I never left.. she always came back she always came back from running off from her problems but my problems and her problems dont get along and now Im left with this song and a memory and a heart torn wide open Again.. if you cant work out your problems with your loved ones you will hurt, you hurt more than any physical abuse any physical abuse that you can think of ..being beaten with a 2 by 4 in the back of the head by King Kong 4500 X.. in this song every beat every measure hurts, it makes me remember the good times... I just wish there was more good times in our life then bad.. but I like to focus on the good things and try to work out problems because theres always going to be problems and theres always going to be hurt but when someone leaves you that you love so deeply physical pain has no bearing on the pain that comes from mental abuse... And and when your heart is torn open again scar tissue torn again, it hurts worse ..sometimes you have to be extremely strong in life and physical pain has no bearing on things. if youre going to make it through the mental abuse and Im not meaning that in a bad way because everyones going to misunderstand something somewhere and jump to conclusions no one gets along 100% in love ..to be able to work through the misunderstandings so the person you love does it hurt for the rest of their life I love you like no other Hollie Noel Phillips and Im not posting this song to make you feel bad I just want you to remember the good times when it felt like a million dollars or more just to get to talk to one another or hug each other... But killing a 12 year love and rescaring scar tissue theres no pain like that, and I just want you to remember the good times if you listen to this song and where we were at then ..I love you but I cant take the pain anymore its been too many times... You can turn a fight and an argument into so much pain... I just want to remember when this was our song... https://youtube/watch?v=Mk7-GRWq7wA
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 03:31:32 +0000
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