Thought of the day, dont like it? dont read it. Pretty cool announcement at the end..well at least pretty cool for me. When you start actually following your heart and put aside all rationality, fearful tendencies and opinionated people, you begin to scare yourself. As Poe put it Sometimes Im terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts. And thats exactly it. Once you start to go after what you believe in, no matter who tells you its wrong, you receive a rush of adrenaline that instantly wires your brain with a sense of addiction. There is always a fleeting sense of home but that zone of discomfort is the best place to be. Through experience and several conversations, total solitude seems to be the state of most comfort, there is no initiative being put into play theres no discomfort whatsoever because there is nothing to work against, nothing to work with other than yourself. But what happens if you dont necessarily know yourself? what happens if your own self being is the main root of comfort. Because in the end of it all we would all like to see a mirror reflection of ourselves replace everyone we encounter for the simple fact that its easier that way. Its not easy to deal with something foreign, it takes will, it takes courage and most of all it takes heart. Although I digress. The main point that Im trying to reach is that the more you focus on a specific situation the less likely it is to achieve. Sometimes you just have to follow what you know is right in your heart, in your gut and just go get it, no doubts no questions, just go no matter what. All this to say, that since Ive been doing this, Ive been uncomfortable, Ive felt some pain, and I love it, Im addicted to it. So essentially what this has led to is that Ive just began writing for my second album. Also, something Ive been wanting to do for a while is write a book, or a compilation of ideas of sorts. Essentially Im currently doing both of these and will be combining the two to create a total introspective journey through the mind, heart and body.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 23:31:26 +0000