Title: What Baekho Means to Me Characters: Baekho and Ren Pairings:BaekRen Rating: G Genre: Relationship Length: 500 words Summary: Ren writes about what he feels towards Baekho. When I first became a trainee, everything was so hard for me. Being miles away from my family, moving to this rancorous city, meeting this awkward Seoul boy that I will apparently spend the rest of my career with, living in an old dorm with him… it was all so new to me and I considered backing out and annulling my contract with Pledis while I still had the chance. Not that JR wasn’t nice. I liked him and all, but we didn’t click at first. I just couldn’t open up to him. He was nice and sweet to me, and he showed me around Seoul and tried to get to know me, but I couldn’t break out of my bubble in front of him. When Baekho came a few days later, everything changed. Baekho is one of those boys that smiles at everyone. He has that cheerful attitude that everyone wants. He laughs at everything, makes jokes out of everything, and extracts fun out of everything. He was just such a fun person, and I loved that about him. When he talked to me at first, I stayed in my little bubble. I was still considering annulling the contract, and so I didn’t want to make deep connections with all of these trainees. But somehow, Baekho was able to get through to me, and I came out to him. I talked to him and told him everything. Maybe it was his lovely eyesmile. Maybe it was his laugh. Maybe it was because he made me feel like I fit in. He made get over my homesickness and before I knew it I loved him. Now, not love love him like my fans like to imagine, but love him as a friend and as a brother. He’s just so dear to me, I don’t know how to explain it. Whenever I look at him, I get this warm feeling in my heart and I just have this overwhelming gratitude for his presence in my life. Like, if there ever was a God, thank you for gracing me with his friendship. I’m really glad I got to know him. Without him, I don’t think I could have coped. I don’t think I would have opened up to the other four. I don’t think I could have made a home out of a green dance studio and a dilapidated old dorm, or a family out of five boys I had only met a year ago. Baekho doesn’t know how much he means to me. No one will ever know. I’m not one for being open with my feelings, and so I sure as hell won’t go up to him and dump all of my corny love on him. But still: if I owe my being a k-pop idol to anyone, it’s Baekho. #Reniva
Posted on: Sun, 06 Oct 2013 18:32:10 +0000
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