To all our family and friends of James Romesburg who dont understand what its like for someone who has liver disease with hepatic Encephalopathy This part of liver disease is the most nasty I believe. It changes you slowly until one day you look in the mirror and dont see the person that used to look back at you. Its frustrating for those that have this. You dont like who has now taken over your body but there isnt anything you can do. For those that care for us... Love us the same n do not change for this monster. Know that if we could we would be the ones to change back to who we once were. Forgive us when we wrong you for we honestly know not what we do at that moment. Its not an excuse to harm or hurt it is part of a disease we wish n prayed we didnt have. Let us love n care for you back when we are close to being who we are meant to be. For that moment may come back quickly for us when no longer our thoughts are clear. We never mean or intend to hurt those that we love. That I promise you so for the moment let me love on you n wipe away the tears Ive caused. Let me apologize for this monster who has invaded my soul. I pray hard it goes away soon. But soon is never quick enough. I have been fortunate I guess you can say that Ive been on both sides of this disease. Trust me when I say... Neither side is pretty or easy. It is painful for both. For me it helps me try harder not to be overcome so badly cause I am aware of whats happening. I am very fortunate not to have this as bad as others do and empathize with all involved here as its not just the patient who is hurting... Its everyone around the patient too. So for now, my new best friend is lactulose n xifaxan in a shot glass. Toasting to clearer mind n restful body!!
Posted on: Sat, 12 Oct 2013 03:02:23 +0000
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