To my FACKBOOK Friends, & people who have constantly & maliciously Dragged MY NAME through the Mud! MY elder Mamu Baber Abidi has come here from UK after nearly a decade. I though him to be my enemy for most of my life But he has proven to me what being a Mamu truly means... Because I had NOT seen my mothers remains and when Salim Mamu informed me via phone that she had passed away, I reacted like any Girl who just Lost her MUM would. I posted my feelings on FACEBOOK!!! I was in a SHATTERED, HEARTBROKEN, VULNERABLE & NUMB state of existent for whats seemed like AGES to me now. I felt ALONE & so TIRED especially since my family from both sides resides abroad. Thankfully Baber Mamu came & sorted the Entire Situation. For this I will always be in his Debt. I accept My Fault & the fact that being caught up in my emotions I failed to verify all the details before BLINDLY trusting my Mamus word. Especially NOT seeing her body, death certificate & not being to able to visit her grave (which Salim Mamu keep saying he will take me once I feel better) but this is me, When I TRUST, I Trust BLINDLY, When I Love, I LOVE with no limits and if anyone breaks my TRUST to such an extent than it can never be repaired like a mirror. One can put all the pieces back together again but the image will still be distorted MY Mother Rehannah Abidi is ALIVE & well & BACK in Pakistan. Furthermore, she had given explicit instructions & sworn Salim Bhai to keep her secret & to NOT tell me the truth of her whereabouts. The reasons for her snap judgement and ( in my eyes ) an unforgivable action are FAR too personal & related to my Mothers Family for me to share here. I would say this that I can understand why she did it but I cannot understand she was ready to live the rest of her life without ME! She came back to Pakistan, yesterday. I have seen her BUT I have NO intention of mending fences with her because she made me believe she was dead! I have gone through an indescribable roller coster of emotions. I Apologize on behalf of my Mother & Salim Bhais actions to Anyone & Everyone (including my Family) whoever was hurt by this snap decision my mum took believe me NO ONE is more HURT, in PAIN or lost faith in TRUST and LOYALTY than ME!!! I am in extreme pain & consumed with anger with My Mother & with Salim Bhai for assisting her & by all those people I foolishly thought were my Good / Close / Best FRIENDS. If my Mamu hadnt come down to Karachi I wouldnt have known the truth perhaps, forever. This whole incident has shut down an emotional part of me. It will not be easily repaired. But I have started to work on it. HOWEVER, writing statuses on your walls about me JUST makes it more EVIDENT that the People of Pakistan have nothing better to do than GOSSIP & to slander someones name. A name I have built myself as a self made person unlike some who come with a platinum card their mummys or Daddys give them. I have WORKED VERY HARD for well over a decade TO MAKE my name & earn credibility! To my social media friends and friends such as Iraj, Sadia, Adnan Hussain, Sanam Agha, Nadia Hussain khan, Shamyla shah, Anoushey & some People in general I never expected to LEAVE ME by the CURB like GARBAGE & start dancing to tunes of other people were & are singing. This WHOLE situation has at least proven To Me WHO I can TRUST & WHO I should NEVER see again unless they APOLOGIZE sincerely for the vicious things they have been saying & ANYONE WHO TRULY KNOWS ME knows that there is NO LIMIT to my ANGER when someone wrongs me even if it is MY own Flesh & Blood. THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!!! Other than the FACT that I TRUST / TRUSTED BLINDLY these PEOPLE I LOVED & CARED ABOUT. I am in the process of correcting these mistake. May God Keep you all in his protection. Pls do continue to pray for my health because this whole DRAMA has taken whatever strength I had left. & YES, I have CML (Chronic Myeloid Luekemia.) otherwise I would have NEVER asked anyone to go to chemotherapy with me! Shamyla shah refused to go when I had asked her because it was toooo EARLY in the MORNING for her. Having said my peace I would suggest that kindly in the future rather then slandering someones GOOD NAME, especially when that person is ILL, JUST THINK TWICE... Take Care Nadiya J. A. Siddiqui
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 10:16:14 +0000
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