To my beautiful boy Dan... I bottle everything up inside, dont want everyone to see what i try to hide, just wanting to break down and cry, wishing most nights i could curl up and die, finding it almost impossible to sleep, only wanting to break down and weep. By day i force my smiles, but i can only force them for a while, emotions take over and get the better of me, my only wish is that someone would see, that everyday i put on a smile and fake my strength, oh i fake it to a great length! No one knows the pain i hide, the pain i am so careful to hide, but you see i am in strife, the stress is taking its toll on my life, food makes me feel fairly sick, sleep an impossible wish, all i hear is tick tick tick I just want the pain to be gone, to never to return, i am hurting but i refuse to let you see me crying, even though my heart maybe slowly dying Everything i hide, the barrier i have put up to hide the pain, is so i dont cause anymore grief, but the stress is making me go insane. I might be dying inside, and the stress putting me in strife, but i must be strong enough not to take my life. I have people who need me, love me and want me, and i will remain strong for them Dan and hide behind my smile...... Keep me strong! Mum loves you xxxx
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 08:06:11 +0000
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