To my family and friends as many of you know,but maybe some dont know it was the 21st of this month 2010 that my son Ryan made that very bad choice to take his life. And as his father that night was the most devastating,painful,heartbreaking night of my life,and it will be 4 years and for me its as painful and heartbreaking as the night it happened and I struggle everyday with it. To me its so hard to find happiness after having to see what I saw that horrible night. I know Im so blessed to have my daughter Sara and my son Jeff in my life, plus they have both blessed me with two beautiful grandchildren little Ryan and baby Elizabeth. But I cant forget that Ive lost my first born loving son and it feels as though a piece of my heart has been ripped from my chest. It can be overwhelming at times,they say time heals all wounds but Im going to feel this hurt for the rest of my life I suppose. I dont post this emotional stuff for people to feel sorry for me. But I would appreciate it if people could try to understand me because the pain and hurt is so REAL. Rest in peace my loving son I miss you more then you could ever know
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 08:48:46 +0000
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