To the ones I was born closest too and their significant other. Im - TopicsExpress



          

To the ones I was born closest too and their significant other. Im fully aware of how major my role is in our relationship. Thinking Would die daily, distancing myself from you, seemed like the easiest way for yall to deal with my death. In a way I thought I was keeping pain to minimum. I never imagined living this long. Regardless of how we were doing, I would have never missed every school play or a entire senior year of the sport I helped teach that boy. Lol.The only game I made his junior year was a playoff game they won. I was so afraid of being contagious I stayed distance andI left as soon as I knew the outcome. No one knowing my situation, left me in a very awkward situation. They went to state that year and I still dont know the outcome. Whatever is in me was working its way down my neck, so without to much attention I had to shift my body as the game went from one side of the court to the other. I caught glimpses of my girls school plays and checked the score box of one game. They were much to hard to try to be a part of so, in my world it just doesnt exist. Just writing this brings painful images of wonderful times. If that makes sense. I love you all. Peace love and Ssssssoul Train......since its a soul train era song, get it? Oh forget it. Bye......
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 05:48:25 +0000

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