To want to put a blade to your own flesh, to mutilate yourself and let the blood spill, its serious. Nobody just wants to start, there is a far bigger problem there, and you should put down the blade and never pick it up, because after even that first scratch it is too late, you are hooked.They will sometimes take months to heal.And years for the scars to fade. If you think you can limit the cutting to one area of your body, Think again… It will spread when you run out of skin.You will jerk back from your friends when they touch you as if their hands were dipped in poison. You will be terrified that they will feel something under the cloth of your shirt, or because it just plain hurts so much to be touched.And just wait till that first time you cut “too deep.” And you freak out because the blood won’t stop…And you are gasping…. And you feel yourself shaking all over.You are having a panic attack and you are terrified but you can’t tell anyone. So you sit there alone… Praying it will be ok swearing you’ll never let it go this far again…But you will, and further.You will start looking at everyone in a different way… Scanning their bodies for any signs of SH.As your eyes scan their wrists + arms… Hoping just hoping they will be like you…. But they are not. You will see their clean arms and feel terribly ashamed and alone....found this on diff websites .soo uh yeah ~SistaMorgan
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 23:59:03 +0000