Today as I write this letter to you all I am truly disappointed and also amazed disheartened yet again, after experiencing another rejection from a local Mosque leader to help me with my needs as a revert Muslim man. Especially when trying to organize a time to meet up with them at their Mosque with the Imams within my own town who simply use any poor lame excuses to avoid actually meeting me as I seek their help with my life as a revert. All I get is the same ridiculous reactions and the pathetic excuses to discourage me from attending with sad poor disappointing excuses to why they cant spend enough time with me. I dont really care anymore after so many experiences of this kind of backward cultural practice by some Muslims Whether its a personal one to one consultation to mealy talk about my own needs as a new brother, or about helping me finally find my one true home and local Masjid where i can learn all about Islam or just to make a few more new Muslim local friends who I can always rely on to further my understanding. I dont feel I should have to justify my anger and disappointment at so many who obviously ignore my pleas for help. I am totally bewildered and saddened by these obvious deliberate regular occurrences. These barbaric Isolation styles of behavior and techniques concerns me big time too if Im totally honest, its so shameful and hurtful that this behavior continues in todays society especially as I honestly thought it was imperative for all Muslims especially at the Mosques with their Imams to welcome all new Muslims within its own communities. Sadly I am now believing its a deliberate cultural failure and breakdown with an Ignorant bias attitude obviously being practiced by some cultures who run these Masjids who fear outsiders like me who are white British citizens to even be considered and accepted if at all? So many people have encouraged me time and time again to attend these venues and assured me that I would be welcomed with open arms and genuinely be accepted by all the members and its congregation at the Mosque but now I am realizing this isnt strictly true and the real story in some cases. The advice I was given wasnt at all what I was expecting or looking forward too. And now if Im totally honest I feel I now have no choice but to go it all alone and venture on solo and try to at least educate myself through books, videos on youtube lectures to possibly give me the knowledge I so yearn for when discovering for myself the many wonders of the Noble Glorious Quran and maybe some Arabic. Personally I think all Muslims should be ashamed of how they go about their business of taking care of new revert Muslims brother and sisters who finding it very difficult to adapt to a new religion. Many are simply too unreliable, uncaring and so very far away from their own understanding to what it actually truly means to be labelled a true Muslim and what our religion truly advocates and expects of each and everyone of us, especially as loyal dedicated servants of Allah swt. There needs to be much more consideration with precise professionalism within our Ummah especially when its so vital necessary expectancy to assist all new reverts who embrace Islam yet still struggle to adapt to this strange new lifestyle with its unique unexpected demands and changes it imposes on the individual concerned. I am so convinced that if Our Prophet saw pbuh was Alive today right now here in this world seeing what is happening all around us within our towns, villages and crowded cities he would surely bow his head in shame and be totally disgusted in total disarray if he saw how people were being treated and how many of the Mosques practiced in such a cultured bias inhumane manner which he was always opposed to himself. He would be outraged and disgusted with many of todays practices when new technology is also available at hand to ensure a swift reliable ability to cater for all of our planets human beings. This would be considered a huge disappointment to him. Personally I have now lost all my faith which I previously had with so many of the fake promises from weak uncaring Muslim leaders who run these incompetent organizations. Far too often time and time again I am thrown to the side like an unwanted recognized small matter of concern who isnt accepted as part of the family within Islamic society. So, I am now declaring my utter disgrace and anger at so many of you Mosque leaders and Imams who do absolutely nothing in our towns to ensure all reverts like myself since Oct 2012 are fully taken care of and monitored as we go about our own new lives as a Muslim. How dare you all behave like this, amateur selfish uncaring buffoons whose own failure to deliver what your supposed to do blackens the true representation of this Beautiful religion which advocates encourages the necessity of all race, colour different cultures to mix and play such an important integral part and role in our faith known as Islam. I therefore now proclaim that my own individual journey to establish some kind of solace and peace has sadly come to an End. I attempted on several occasions over the past 2years or so to find a Masjid to call my one true home, but now realizing knowing all hope as now sadly gone and been diminished. My passion for educating myself as a Muslim man has sadly been ruined, scared with these repeated disgraceful episodes and events by some within my own Muslim community who simply dont care or wish to contribute to any contribution to the necessary help I required for knowledge to in some way ease the pain and confusion of my own day to day struggles. My need for some kind of companionship and understanding of this unique Incredibly Blessed religion has been difficult at the very best of times. And now I finally concede and admit to you all I would be so much better off finding a local suitable educated sister here in the UK who is both reliable and adverse in Quran, Arabic studies to help me achieve my own personal goals and dreams Inshaa Allah :(
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 12:40:57 +0000
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