Today is 1 year and 1 month you have been taken away from me. I held you safe within my womb and kissed you in the birthing room, I held your hand in sickness to and now I dont know what to do. My son my child my flesh and bone has died and left me all alone And in the night when no one sees I cry and end up on my knees. I cry to god and ask him why you my precious son had to die and when the morning light appears thats one more night Ive spent in tears. And as the year it slipped away I try to live just day by day I turn to god whos so far i look to where the answers are.Oh lord I pray please make me whole replace the joy that life has stole.This pain this lost is part of me But still Im longing to be free. Despite the fact we had to part You still live within my heart There will never be a day go by a tear wont fall from my eye. No amount of gold could ever compare, to the gift of love my son shared. Im still trying to understand the decision god made I drive myself crazy for a hint or clue of why at Sixteen he had to take you. I would have made the choice if given one I would have stood tall and cried Lord let it be me! He had his whole life to live but for whatever reason, He wanted you that day. Now everyday I stand with tears in my eyes everyday for a year, and I cant tell you goodbye. I only say I love you and try to concentrate.To hear your voice, feel your touch, to see your handsome face. And as long as live I will ask him everyday why didnt he take me instead of you. I love you son and I would have gave my life up for you. I miss you Zack.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 22:59:49 +0000
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