Today is an odd day. I have a lot of emotions about today, some I am sure are tainted by pregnancy, but still a range of feelings. I feel so blessed and fortunate for the life I have, the people in it, and the fact that I am still here. I was complaining earlier to my sister about how much everything costs and after hanging up, I realized how much I complain sometimes and how much of it is trivial in the grand scheme of my life. I feel very fortunate for everything I have and where I am. I get caught up sometimes in what more I can be doing, should be doing, etc and forgets sometimes to just enjoy where I am. I love my family, my friends, and even my acquaintances here. I feel lucky to have a window into your lives to see your children grow up, your awesome vacations, and just to see so many people who have great, fulfilling lives. I also am privy to some of your pain, frustrations, and sadness, which all of us face at one time or another, and it serves as a reminder that we all inevitably go through things, some more than others, but the connection, even superficial, still reminds me daily of my blessings and the good in the world that is sometimes lost in translation between the sadness. I post a lot on here, tons of pictures of Holden and my thoughts on this or that. Some may hide my status, ignore it, or may not care to see it, which is fine and I apologize for clogging up your timeline at times. For those of you who enjoy being in my life and much as I enjoy being in yours, thank you! I love and care about you all!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 22:26:25 +0000
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