Today is spa day! Lol just kidding. Chemo day. I know it isnt natural and neither is the radiation once a day, but I have to kill the cancer then I will do the natural things to make sure it doesnt come back in 5 years because my husband and son need me and no one around here really really cares and I worry about Mark and Christian without me. I woke up at 6 am one Saturday fearing they both got scurvy. Lol. People dont call except Lori Frances and Cheryl Hildreth-Maliszewski and Jessica Gregory. Im sorry Im sick and cant talk a lot. I dont even want to hear myself speak right now.... But Mark has a phone and Im sure you could muster enough energy to pray with us or just to see how we are doing... Surely dont want sympathy they send in board games or their your going to die eyes. I really am sorry for the distancing of relationships from church people. You cannot make people care. Do not call me a sister if you dont mean it. I hate anything done in vain or out of guilt. It is truly worthless. Save your sympathy for yourself or the Devil because you are both gonna need it more than we do. Oh if you want to bang on me for not doing this naturally send donations for all organic diet 1000 bucks a month one person gerson therapy cancer diet, vitamin c drip 130 per visit, or send me oil and not motor oil that wont work or lots of cannibis to make oil. If you cant and you dont have or havent had cancer then shutty shutty your mouth and please keep it closed. If all you care about is whether we come to church where you go if thats all that matters to you you are spiritually stu-pid!...I know a lady who just lost her mother we were only acquaintances but I wanted her to not become a missing person I met with this lady literally three times. Our in between person could care less about either of us. I extended the olive branch to her there you go. We dont need you in the middle we have the true Love of The Father. You say love but have none and your eyes are cold and dead. Glad I vented have a nice day. Load off. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Ting.
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 18:24:05 +0000
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