Today, seven years ago. I checked myself into an outpatient rehab program. I was 89 pounds of pure hate, pain and misery! My heart wouldnt accept anything else. I throw away family, goals and other life changing opportunities. But today, I took that painful first step, toward change! After that first step, I slowly crawled to my goals and family. For my old heart didnt belong to me, but belonged to that life. During that long and painful crawl, I made enough room in my heart for hope to grow. After hope came love and after love came peace. I still feel that gravity or pure hate and darkness pull me down daily! But with the right amount of hope, love and faith. We can accomplish anything! This post isnt to boast, or to gain sympathy. Its merely a sign of hope for anyone with an addiction. Big or small, behind closed or in open ones. There is hope and you can quit! For those of you that dont believe in yourself just as I did. Know I believe in you! Two sister missionaries and a Book of Mormon changed my life forever! Thank you Sister Martin & Sister Jordan. I cant thank you enough for leading me to my savior and my beloved wife! Alma 36:27 Favorite quotes: - A change today will make us even stronger tomorrow! - Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be!
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 05:10:58 +0000
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