Today would have been Christmas and mums birthday. Every single year since they opened, i got her a Jamaican chocolate cheesecake from the cheesecake shop, usually with chocolate swirls and cherries and alternating between happy birthday wobby and happy birthday Robby/mum etc you know, just to mix things up a bit... Every year without fail, thats what she wanted... Wed get her Angel perfume every year on top of her normal presents... I still have her last full bottle of it... A couple of years ago we got her a new car and I stopped around the corner and put this MASSIVE bow on the hood wed ordered from the florist and had balloons galore out of every window... I beeped and beeped and Tahlia brought her outside and she was in tears and saying how lovely it was... Oh girls she said all teary you bought me so many balloons and a huge bow! Tahlia laughed and said no mummy its the car! The CAR is the present! She looked so shocked... Thats zarnys car though she said. No mum said Tahlz thats a New one, zarnys isnt that new. Thats YOUR car! She bawled her eyes out. I ran over and gave her the keys and her balloons and her big bow and hugged her. She was so shocked. Come drive your car mumma I said... She drove it with me in the passenger seat and put her hand shakily on my leg and held my hand oh zarny is this mine? Really baby? She was shaking and only went around a few blocks. What I wouldnt give to live that Christmas again :) Now every Christmas I listen to this song and think about how much it fees like my life... Im in our home yet I still feel like I want to go home... Its just not the same without her. Its like I walked outside when everything was going right And walked back in to someone elses life... Never thought this would be the soundtrack to our story mumma...
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 10:42:36 +0000
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