Today would have been my dads birthday and as hard as I try its still a hard pill to swallow. Friends and family have been great, and yes as the days click on by the grief does become less and less, but its not gone and it never will be. I know I am not the only one to lose parents but it seems sometimes that the loss is such a huge hole in your life that you dont feel like it will ever close and normalcy will gain a foothold. But i have faith that it will over time. My grief is based on jealousy I think, for I am jealous that mom and Granny get to walk with him and hear his stories as I have to sit here and remember with out the ability to visit. I am sure each passing year it will become easier and time will help fill the void, but there is no way that hole will ever be completely filled. With that happy birthday dad dad, I know you mom and granny are probably sitting around a table telling stories of yesterday. Enjoy the peace, we all will rejoin on day unexpectedly. “The death of someone is like reading a book, yet having it end, where it wasnt supposed to.”
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 20:27:20 +0000
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