Tonight I was watching Dark Shadows I was laughing at his faces and his way of saying kiss my posterior repeatedly I also loved it when he was having that nice talk with the hippies before eating them lol But this is not why Im posting this. Im posting this because I saw Johnny acting as charming as always and I suddenly began to cry... You see, I love Michael Jackson and loosing him changed my life in a big way. I felt I lost a part of me. I dont want to live to see Johnny Depp leave us! I cant loose the other part of my life. Johnny to me is a big part of my life since I met him when I was 14-15. Hes show was the only thing that made me happy, and it was all I could watch on tv before anyone came home and I had to hide in my room for fear of being hurt as I did everyday! After JD I had MJ in a small radio in my empty room which had no bed and the only piece of furniture was a small little corner table where the radio was and where I kept my coloring books and JD magazines that I got from my friends in school. To go to the bathroom I had to sneak out so I wasnt seen and they wouldnt have a reason to beat me. I ate a pear once and I was beaten because only ppl who work deserve fruit and not pigs like me. This was my life since I was a child, but only when my father was not around. Which btw was 95% of the time. He is the most wonderful man and loves me dearly. But he suffers from schizophrenia and so he was always away in mental hospitals or taken by the cops for trying to kill my siblings in his delusions. But not once did he ever lay a finger on me and for that reason, and because he loves me, they all hate me and they do not count me as part of the family. I was not suppose to be born anyway said my mom to me. I tried aborting you in many ways! Four ways! The fourth one I was certain it would happen because the doctor have me the yellow injection! My life as a child I feel similar to MJ in certain ways. But my life as a teen I had Johnny to watch and his little posters to look at and dream that he would come and take me away. Though this dreams most teens have, mine were desperate! I suffered but now I am a mother. Thanks to all of that I know how to treat my children and they know that family is the real wealth :) I dont want to loose another part of my past which since then and until this day and forever will make me laugh and cry, and love him and admire him as I do! This man gave me smiles and my princess dreams that got me out of that little room for hours at a time! For this I love him but I also respect him! So please dear Johnny... Dont dare to die before I do or all those dreams will never come true. But if I go first, Then I will sway into that dream where you are taking me far far away... :( P.S. Rule for JD... Dont die ever!!! ~SnowWhite
Posted on: Sun, 16 Mar 2014 12:33:59 +0000
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