Toxic Relationships and Narcissism... “Narcissism falls along the axis of what psychologists call personality disorders, one of a group that includes antisocial, dependent, histrionic, avoidant and borderline personalities. But by most measures, narcissism is one of the worst, if only because the narcissists themselves are so clueless.” ~Jeffrey Kluger If you’ve ever had a friend, family member or co-worker who is a narcissist or who suffers from narcissistic personality disorder (NPD), chances are you have been the victim of gas lighting, which is a manipulation technique they often employ to get what they want. Read more—Toxic Relationships and Narcissism: Stages of Gas lighting “Those who engage in gas lighting create a reaction — whether it’s anger, frustration, sadness — in the person they are dealing with,” writes Yashar Ali in a Huffington Post article. “Then, when that person reacts, the gas lighting makes them feel uncomfortable and insecure by behaving as if their feelings aren’t rational or normal.” While the signs you’re being gaslighting may seem “obvious” to some people, the fact is that when you’re being manipulated by a narcissist, you can’t always see the proverbial forest for the trees. So if you find yourself feeling like you might be a little crazy (part of the whole gaslighting technique)—or even if you’re aware that it’s happening and want to recognize it as it happens—understanding the signs can be the first step to making your life a little better. Read more: 12 Ways to Know If You’re In Love With a Narcissist When you’re aware of the behaviors that cause your narcissist to engage in gaslighting, you can react differently and change the course of the outcome. So what are the signs you’re being gaslighted? Top 10 Warning Signs You’re Being Gaslighted Your Fears Are Used Against You—Many narcissists are very charming, at least when they want to be. Often, they will listen to every word you have to say and file away any vulnerability you reveal for later use. For example, if you told a narcissist you felt insecure about your weight, he might later make discreet pokes at it, or in a romantic relationship, make comments about others who are thinner than you are—in any case, the narcissist’s goal is to make you doubt yourself so that you become more dependent on him. You Don’t Know Your Own MInd—Some narcissists will claim to know what you (or others) are thinking—and if you deny that your mind’s working the way they believe it is, they might just secretly think you’re lying. They might make a face or a gesture to indicate it—or in the most extreme cases of NPD, they might actually tell you that you’re lying—and even accuse you of lying to YOURSELF. Because of course, as narcissists, they can’t be wrong. You Don’t Know What’s Normal—If you are regularly being told that things are normal when, deep down, you know for sure they are not, you’re likely the victim of gaslighting. For example, say your toxic boss asks you to blatantly lie to a client about the safety of an item. When you refuse, you might be told that ALL employees lie on behalf of their employers and that if you don’t want to be a team player, maybe you should find another position. You’re “Diagnosed” With Major Issues—When a narcissist is lying or manipulating a friend, co-worker or loved one, and isn’t getting his way, he may turn up the intensity by questioning your sanity. You might be called paranoid, stressed out—too sensitive or even hormonal. He might even tell you that you need therapy or meds to get through it. Again, it’s all about being in control. You Doubt Your Own Beliefs and Perceptions—You’re told that what you know to be true is not real. For example, if your narcissist mother tells you that your significant other is a loser and that you need to dump him, after a while, you could start to believe it and might even end up sabotaging the relationship because you begin to question your own judgment, thanks to regular conditioning during visits, phone calls and emails with her. You Can’t Remember Anything Anymore—The narcissist is infamous for selective memory; that is, he will deny that he said something that upset you if you confront him on it, or he will promise to do something and later tell you that it never happened. He might also use creative language to downplay his behaviour and act as though your reaction is totally out of line. You Lie to Keep the Peace—You aren’t a liar by nature and you don’t lie to other people in your life. But due to the extreme stress caused by upsetting or angering the narcissist, you might find yourself at least bending the truth a little in order to avoid the verbal/physical abuse that is sure to follow any discussion or situation that is against the narcissist’s “rules.” You Stop Trying to Be Heard—As humans, we are programmed to share our experiences and thoughts with the people in our lives. But when you’re dealing with a narcissist and there are signs you’re being gaslighted, you eventually might just give up. You stop talking about yourself around the narcissist, and depending on the depth of your relationship with him or her; you might even stop talking about yourself altogether. Then one day, when someone asks you a question about yourself, you’re stumped. You might even forget HOW to talk about you. You Start Thinking Maybe You Really Are the Crazy One—The intensity of a narcissist’s manipulation tactics can really get to a person. And when you are looking for a solution (AKA a way to just END the disagreement or argument), you might just convince yourself that the narcissist is right—that there are things you could be doing better. And maybe you start to think that maybe his behaviour WAS a logical reaction to your mistakes. Maybe you are the one who owes HIM an apology. And when you apologize, he eventually (probably) accepts your apology, only to later throw your “bad behaviour” back in your face when it serves him. You Are Depressed—As a narcissist wears down his victim, she may become depressed and anxious. She will constantly question herself and feel generally hopeless. If you’re in this situation, you might feel exhausted from the roller-coaster ride your narcissist has been taking you on—and you might even think you’re just a little oversensitive (thanks to the NPD manipulation tactics you’re being subjected to.) You get confused and start to feel disoriented. And thanks to all those references to your paranoia and memory issues, you’re likely to seek help for depression rather than the actual problem—the gaslighting narcissist in your life. Did this Article resonate with you? Do have genuine concerns? To Book an appointment, please visit crossroadspathwaytochange. I’m always happy to answer any questions you may have about Counselling and Psychotherapy services. I invite you to send a contact number (visit contact us tab), or alternatively call me on 0429 429 485… Crossroads Pathway to Change Counselling/Psychotherapy Specialist areas: • Individual counselling for relationships issues • Couples counselling • Abuse • General counselling and psychotherapy (Quoted from projectblissful/toxic-narcissism-relationships-top-10-warning-signs-youre-gaslighted/)
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 19:19:25 +0000
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