Trapped girl, that doesnt know what to call it. Someday youre gonna look back on this moment of your life as such a sweet time of grieving. Youll see that you were in mourning, Youll see that your heart was broken, but your life was changing. Theres sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but they are of power. My worst enemy is memory. I never knew how strong I really had to be until strong was my only choice left. I think about my situation all the time. How I allowed myself to begin where I am today, or why it got that far in the first place. its the worst pain in the world. Damn does it go beyond the physical, and even further beyond any other emotional pain anyone can feel. When I lost 4 amazing people in my life. One each a month from November to February. Had to be the most roughest times to be part of my life greatly lefted alone to figure out how I was going to manage to pull this off and continue on with my days ahead eventually know just there lives sadly had to shorten for good, but mine still continued to move on everyday. People think that the most painful thing in life is losing the one you value most. Really cause to me the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much and forgetting that you are special too. Nobody can go back and start a new beginning , but anyone can start today and make an ending. My pain never just goes away, if anything Im just adding onto or making more room. No thousand words can bring you back. I know because Ive tried, and neither will no million tears. I know because Ive shed the few moments. Pretending your happy when youre in pain is jus an example of how strong you are as a person. In reality, the strongest one can feel it in order to heal accept and then move on. STRONG means not pretending. Anyone dare to be brave enough to take my shoes then begin a mile. Then maybe youll see how hard it is to hold back tears and a fake smile. Dont wait until it too late, tell somebody you love, how much you care because when theyre gone no matter how loud you shout and cry. They wont hear you anymore. Ashley Leann Polaski _SMASH.
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 21:21:43 +0000
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