Tried smoking my Si Cig (Vapor Cig) with out Nicotine. Major throbbing headache. Almost went to ER! So Back on Nicotine until my wound heals. One step at a time....... Still 23 pounds over weight from steroids. Steroids made me moody. And everything is full of fluid even my legs. Walking like a duck. So about 4 weeks to go with only seizure meds (prevents me from having seizures) and then MRI first week of August. Dr. seems really positive about location of where the tumor was and the surgery outcome. Hes hoping with the research he has done on Meningioma ii that it wont grow back, but If it does we will keep a good watch on it and radiation is not an option just surgery or a chemo pill even though its not cancer. Just cant wait to get back to myself. Feel trapped with in my body. Walking around public and not caring what people say about me, my weight, my hair, my scar etc...... I saw a guy downtown yesterday with no arm and a prosthetic leg and I smiled at him and said hi, never bothered me before and Im sure hes happy to be alive, like I am! Living everyday to the fullest and loving thy kids, family, friends and life even more! kumamatata!
Posted on: Sun, 28 Jul 2013 00:05:21 +0000