U guys listen to this n tell me if this sounds like me at all. Before and after my fun little journey down starseed slump is what I call it but I was not like she describes a Sagittarius should b the last ten years in the middle of life. Before I allowed myself to get really sick til two years ago almost which lasted for about ten long years. I feel i have truly embraced my inner child again that has always been in me as well as merging my other sides to create balance within the heart,mind,n body again like when I was younger n the teenager that was happy as long as I wasnt around certain things n around fun, fun, fun to get as from all the bad stuff I didnt wana face n say why me God, why was I cursed, lol : til i realized it was me in full complete surrender to how I react n make my life of what I want it to b n not see it as victims of anything ever! Or that I try to control things cause that just creates more resistance n boring person. If i was a)at home, b) w my parents n what felt like a zillion kids to take care of causing myself to feel very very sick n depressed n instead look at the most amazing family n friends I dont know if I deserve at times. As long as I was out somewhere as a kid n teen I could of lived the rest of my life traveling the world just drifting but in a more self governing way than just a drifter. A drifter w purpose I guess. But how grateful I am for it all n taking full responsibility for how I treat others. My mom new how to deal w me sometimes n other times she said i could of literal drove her to drink. Where do we get these sayings honestly, lol? Ive hoped ive tried to treat others w the respect they deserve which is always w anyone I believe deserves 100% truly the phrase what doesnt kill u makes u stronger is goin to b my next bday motto. But im not near at all purrrrfect. But I do care no matter how eccentric I get or heated about one subject. I never want anyone feeling bad n my place always comes from the whole bigger picture where none of u r dealing w all u r now n im, we r working on that so hard. How true is that that all everything u and I go through, all of us, as it all truly strengthens us like holding our limbs stretching out for the last half of this race of a lifetime that we know no matter where we come from, where we r, and where we are headed that we all will finish this race together and onto a new grand beggining. Sorry if sometimes I seem totally dumb headed one moment n the next im thinking im some crazy lame creative writer mode but I cant explain what it is like to experience these activations unless uve had them. Its like literal bliss u guys. We can do anything we want in this world w free will n dont u let anyone fear monger u ever n dont ever let anyone stop u from following ur true highest heart! Love u all. Oh ps Theodore R. Smith my phone died n was acting up while we were messaging so I apologize greatly for that bro!!!! But guess what? im sure, well..... im hopin ull forgive me cause u know u just think im a big awsome pain on ur u know what n u guya love puttimg up w me right? Well most of ya may not hafta put up w me but i appreciate it anyway, lol! ; ) crazy unpredictable times n thats just what we need to throw the matrix out of wack. No im not goin nutty im in another dimension...... Send right now I need the matrix song playin he he.... no guys im sorry im just totally giddy n dont Care what people will think of me cause u cant spy urself through that. U r too great for that. Do the unpredictable guys n u liberate urselves everytime u do something u wouldnt normally do! If u got this far down I have a couple secrets im gona tell today on video. Ill post em if I can remember n get time really fast. So much goin on in my mind im too excited! Awaome stuff coming guys, awsome stuff coming do do all on planet earth. So see it, feel it, taste it, and look forward to a great many now moments to come.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 18:08:07 +0000