Waaah! LORD, thank you so much. I AM FREE! I AM FREE.. I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE from all guilt, hatred & disappointment. LORD, thank you for everything! I feel so grateful & blessed that I was able to attend the Praising & Healing Seminar conducted by OASIS OF LOVE led by Tatay Dodong Limchua last night at St. Arnold Janssen Parish Church. From the start til the end of the seminar, I found myself crying & mourning over and over again. Maybe because lately I was holding grudge/hatred in my heart to the person who hurt me, persecuted me and betrayed me - the one I called Copy Cat in my status few days ago who was once my friend/dealer. It really hurts when good friends change by a small misunderstanding. When someone is also close to your heart and there is a routine with them from the sun rise to dawn. This is a painful story that happened lately. I wanted to post this as an article and started to think and coin with words. Creating this required lot of responsibility within me as it is going to talk about the personal affair. Well, anyway to make this short, a friend of mine (whom I just happened to meet here on FB) and I had a huge misunderstanding that seemed to have a cruel life of its own. She became one of my dealers. Unfortunately, competitiveness is at its peak which made it worst and getting at the wrong track. Neither I was able to say get lost to her nor I was able to ask the reason for avoiding me. In a way I was feeling depressed and lost all the happiness of the world which was with me. I don’t know what my fault was and I was not harsh with her for any reason and even I have not tried to show my hard feeling to her in the end but for her, it has something to get wrong. It was not my fault at all and I know for sure that something she misunderstood or she deliberately avoiding me. Money cant buy us happiness so never cloud your mind with all of it. So you already have an idea pipz. Gets? Then came the night to have me healed as the proverbs & how the message being delivered during seminar had left me dumbfounded knowing that it struck me to the core. FAITH without action is useless & FORGIVENESS is one of the keys to be closer to GOD. FORGIVE your enemies as how GOD forgives us. Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. Love them back as how we are loved by GOD. Just a few minutes ago, I tried my level best by making the first move to be friends again because if I wouldnt do so, it just might keep me awake at night if I dont let it vent out. So I sent message to the person I hated the most and to whom that grudge in my heart I was holding for. I asked an apology and felt sorry for what Ive done and for hurting her though our misunderstanding didnt root up from my own action. Even if shes the one finding it too difficult but still Ive hurt her and Im responsible with my action. I just hope & pray that she would be able to read it heartily as I always get a seen status. I hope that she would forgive me as I have forgiven her. Now, I unblock her and making friends again with her. I wanna LIVE life with great smiles, doing good deeds & bringing happiness to everyone in my own little way. Im so much BLESSED, so why would I let GRUDGE consume me for the rest of my life?? Why not color the world with Gods Love. DO NOT LET your PRIDE bring you down hard. LOVE & FORGIVE your enemies. Just PRAY for them and it sets you free!!! I AM FREE! I thank you LORD!!
Posted on: Fri, 18 Jul 2014 06:59:14 +0000
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