Warning - i have lots of words to share: This time last year my heart was still extremely fragile from several years of experiencing one heartbreak after another (a divorce, loss of relationships that I thought to be close friendships; a love that I thought was to be my happy ending; & the list goes on). Then on Thanksgiving 2013, my heart was shattered into a million pieces when i I lost my beloved Mom Mom. Christmas last year was probably one of the hardest and most lonely times of my life. When I say my faith was rocked to the core is an understatement. I was one mad, hurt and broken kid and the big man heard it all. I did not think I would recover and I didnt care if I was naughty or nice! I hurt, and the pain was just too intense. Now a year later, I am still struggling to trust / believe Him but I am finally at the point in healing where I can recognize He does have me on a journey. When I look back at all I have experienced this year I am recognizing that stitch by stitch my heart is being mended. Not as quickly as I would like but mending nonetheless. My life is nothing what I had envisioned and I still struggle a lot with all that it is not, BUT I am making every effort to pause and recognize the many blessings I DO have. (Some days are harder than others). Today, I am grateful that I am looking forward to Christmas! My Christmas will not contain any wrapped presents but will be filled with gifts that are priceless and beyond measure! Wishing each of you a very Merry & blessed Christmas!
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 17:01:55 +0000
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