We are all self conscious, im the second to admit it. I have the cover of a self-centered jerk off, but underneath iam self conscious. Even though they say iam handsome, i worry about the appearance of my mental scars. Mama said i have a strong mind but i worry about the size of my nose. I worry aboy people i belive in telling me i cant be even though y faith is strong i do worry about my demons getting the better of me. Lightning does not strike the same place twice, but i still worry about reliving the past. I worry that no matter how hard i wok my dreams might not take flight. I worry i mighy abandon my offspring, even though he took care of me. I worry my parents will never get to see my success. Death is imminent but i worry about leavng an eternal legacy. I stay up at night scrutinizing my work but iam afraid i might feel propelled to defendit if you critisize me. Iam proud of myself, but iam afraid im too sensitive at times, to your words of encouragement, iam afraid i might see hate in them. Iam afraid of succes hence i opt for significance. Iam afraid of failure, iam afraid it might turn me into someone wjo lives life in regret, afraid to step out. Iam afraid you will read this and find it super ficial, even though i think its deep. I worry that you will take my fears and use then againts me me, but fear only has te power when intenerlized speaking up lessons its grip on us and protects the mind from being oppressed. Worry and fear of the unknown dominate my thoughts, how can a man worry about what he hasnt been through or fear what he does not know? Fear might temporalily delat me but though the mind, like a phonex i will rise.... #LetterToMySelf #ThePurp
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 12:47:18 +0000
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