We each went in one at a time to say our final good byes to Drew. I couldnt take this, if he died then so would I. I would be an empty body walking around. I would have no emotions and I would be come mute. I couldnt take this and everything was moving so fast, fifteen ,thirty,forty five minutes passed and I was the last to say goodbye to Drew. I entered the room and he scooted over as I rested with him under the covers, for awhile we rested in silence. I listen to the painful sounds of his breathing that was more like wheezing. I could tell he was trying to hold on to dear life with anything he could grasp. Literally. He clutched onto me,hard. I started crying, when he notice this he looked down at me and wiped my tears. It hit me that he was soon not going to be able to wipe my tears anymore , I wasnt going to be able to feel how wonderful his hands fit into mine. I wasnt going to be able to feel the warm sensation of his lips on mine. And that scared me. This made me cry even more. I couldnt take this. Dont leave me. I begged in between my cries. I felt him hug on to me tighter, he pointed to the letter that was sealed in a envelope. My name written over it in his sloppy hand writing. I leaned up and looked into his eyes, while pressing my lips together. I wouldnt think of it. He said in a painful expression. My chin trembled. I love you Hazel Grace Noble. He said,this only made me cry more. I love you too Drew Joanna Kindle.and with that I pressed my lips against his. We kisses until his lips stop moving and the loud long beep of the heart monitor. Who knew a long beep can break your heart in half and have it shattered into a million pieces. I cried and pulled away to look at the straight green line on the monitor then back at Drew. I got up as the doctors took him away, I sat down in the space where Drew once was and opened the letter. My tears creating a pool around me. When I opened the letter there was a picture of me sitting in Drews lap with his arms around me. I smiled and read the note. To my dearest Hazel Grace I know we havent known each other for long, and in our short time together I have grown to love you. I never wanted to hurt you and I wish I could have expressed this feelings sooner and while I wasnt on my death bed. I wrote you this note to tell you that I love you, I love you so much it hurts. Everyday that went by when I knew you were upset with me ,crushed me inside I wish that I would be able to feel you in my arms again but know this is the last time youll be able to see me. Dont cry. Dont cry because Im gone. If youre going to cry, cry tears if joy because Im in a better place now. I will always be looking down and protecting you. In the middle of the night when you feel the absence of my arms around you pulling you closer ,thats me longing to be there. And when you remember all of the wonderful times we shared together ,thats me being with you and going over them with you. I want you to know that ,I know that you might be heart broken for however long. But I want you to move on. Dont hold onto the memory of me. Well be reunited someday and when that day comes I will be so happy. I will also be happy for you when you find a boy that will love you for who you are, that will think of you as high as I did and will know that he will never be good enough for you. Dont change your beautiful self for anybody because if you have to change than they arent right for you. My parting words Will be I love you Hazel Grace Noble Your love, Drew Kindle.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 05:15:48 +0000
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