Week Two: Today I come to the end of my second week of my life being radically moved into a different place with the help of the Lord. I have been an emotional roller coaster to say the least and I have been touched by Jesus in a way that I could only imagine. I have trusted in areas that I would not have done even three weeks ago. I have reached out to others in an intentional way risking rejection and heartache for the opportunity of embrace and love. I have spoken deep words of compassion to my bride as well as to my kids and family. I find myself in a place that is not familiar in anyway but yet I sense the joy of the Lord in my soul and mind. I feel anger in places of my heart and yet I feel obedience in other places. I yearn to be a man that leads by soft hands instead of iron fist. I am broken still yet, and I find myself looking in the face of Christ more than I ever have in my life. I feel a sense of out-of-control gushiness in my conscience and body. I begin to pray off the cuff without knowing why or how I should be praying. I fill up with tears out of no where and yet smiles appear across my face. It is a strange place I am in, but in many ways I feel safer and more free than I ever have in my life. I see a path now, and I feel that a purpose in my life is coming that will move me into a deeper walk of faith, family, friendship, and forgiveness. I am walking slow but I am keeping my eyes on Him, and I am trusting that He will continue to guide my steps and fill my heart with His love and compassion. I placed this song in my post as it is a reminder to me that sunny days come only after the rain has stopped. I am trusting that I will become a man that will be seen as an example of Gods grace and mercy in action without more of my human reaction?
Posted on: Sat, 27 Sep 2014 00:52:35 +0000
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