Well I cant say Im sorry to see the end of September, it has been a very hard month emotionally for me with the first anniversary of my marriage and the first anniversary of Kennys death, and I am still waiting to feel better which everyone says you should after the first year, well I feel worse!!!! October is the month for stopping things so hopefully myself and Kennys family can stop feeling the loss so intensely I pray we do. While I am chatting to you I want to thank u ALL so very much for your love, care and support you have all shown me this last year, I can honestly say without facebook to turn too things would have been much worse as it helps me to not feel so alone and just the fact that one of you just "likes" one of my quotes or ramblings helps, I hate it when people mock fb and all I can say to those people is how very lucky they are that their life is happy because unless you live alone and know that feeling when you shut the door with no one to share your news with that is when I need fb it just helps a little, I have been lucky to get to 62 before I have been completely on my own as my lovely daughter was with me until six months ago so I am now just getting use to it coping without her and Kenny but I am also very lucky to have my Mum and Dad and just across the road my 2 adorable god daughters Holly and Emily who give me so much joy and love and of course you lot - SO YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME AND I REALLY DO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND WISH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU A HAPPY OCTOBER ENJOY THE LOVELY AUTUMN LEAVES GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS XXXXXXX
Posted on: Mon, 30 Sep 2013 23:34:53 +0000