Well....!!!! Im tired of you yelling Im tired of you making me feel like shit. I feel like shit without you saying something, you dont need to make me feel worse. I can hear you mumble under your breath, you dont think I can hear you but really I can hear every word you say. I dont know, I need a break but dont know where to go/what to do. I dont know how I feel about or even know if Im really meant to be here anymore. My depression is already unbearable and youve just been making it worse. I know its not completely your fault because I can remove myself but how can I when Im not supposed to isolate myself but how can I not when youre acting like this. I have a smile on my face and act like everythings okay but really I just wanna cry like crazy! The smile I have on my face is fake, Im so used to pretending that its all I know. And not only this but Ive been so self conscious lately. Every time I eat something I ask myself why Im eating it and tell myself I dont need it. Everything Ive been eating lately/if I do eat I have to look at the calories.. Its been so hard to get myself to eat lately because I just DONT want to. Now others wonder why I stay in my room. I just want/wish it would stop!
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 02:41:19 +0000
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