Well it almost slipped my mind, but today I celebrate my 6 month anniversary. I have never in my life other than prison or being on paper been sober this long. I have to thank god n my family for always being there for me and never giving up on me. Its been a strange somewhat insane journey. I litterally almost died 5 times. I lost my memory for a lil over 3 months. Shut my kidneys down twice, and my liver once. I was tore up from the floor up no exaggeration. I was waisting away. I felt lost, hopeless, ashamed and scared at the end of my addiction. I put myself in situations that should of killed me or transmitted me something that couldnt be washed of with lye soap. But yet here I am, clean bill of health and CLEAN!!!!!! I feel better and my body has pretty much gone back to normal. Well a few extra lbs but Im ok w that. Im able to look in the mirror and not hate what I c. I can actually look my boys in the eyes and not be ashamed. I feel confident in my own skin. I like who Im becoming, and Im excited to see what god has in store for me. Neways I love my life, my family and the 6 precious gifts god gave me the honor to call my sons!!!! God is good
Posted on: Fri, 04 Apr 2014 01:55:09 +0000
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