Well time to try to sleep I have two girls in my bed tonight may be with them in here I will be able to sleep. Well as of mid night I will be 1 week from surgery the closer it gets the more worried I become of the unknown. My faith is in doubt but I cling to the hope that Gods mercy is greater than my fears and he will leave me here for my children and husband. Oh to have the faith that I know others do to not be scared of death and to know the joy of being with my Heavenly Father but I love everything he has given me here on earth my children my husband and the beauty of his world the colors the smells. I am finding great joy in the changing of a smelly diaper knowing that I am alive to be able to do it especially when we had to wait for 14 years just to be able to do it. I may look at my glass as half empty right now but in that half empty glass are so many memories I just do not want to leave this life he has blessed me with. Blessings to all.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Jul 2013 02:53:24 +0000
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