Well today is your 12th birthday and I cant even say the words because there is nothing happy about it...I get to go to a cold grave and talk to you and put flowers and balloons...I have four pieces to my heart and you are one of them and you were ripped right from under me..I will never get to see you be the man I knew you would always be, never finish school, graduate, never see you get married and have children of your own...I will never get to see you fail only to get back up and try harder...I will never see you do your best in life...that man took something so precious to me that no one will ever be able to replace, and that my angel is you..I would give up everything to have you back..My cars, my money, my house, and even my own life just to let you live yours...I know the justice system failed you but so did I as a mother..For that my baby Im so very sorry...I feel so guilty, hurt, angry, bitter, empty, and lost..My mind is so boggled and so scatter brained till I dont know if Im coming or going any more... I deal with this on a daily basis but the holidays, your birthday, and the day you took your last innocent breath is the worst for me..I want you to know that I will go to my grave trying to get this bill passed...May you rest in peace my sweet, precious angel..May god and the angels hold you tight in their arms till I get there...I love and miss you to heaven and back angel...November 20, 2001-July 4, 2008
Posted on: Wed, 20 Nov 2013 06:01:12 +0000
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