Well when this schizoprenia hit me it was pretty intense. I think its been something ive had all along that has become more active the older Ive got. Ive always had problems talking and not having thoughts come in. Some of the things its caused was thinking people were trying to kill me, that I was a prophet, that the tv was talking to me. I would be scared around large groups. And Ive had many different dellusions. Itd come to me like adrenalin and Id feel I couldnt contain myself in the early stages of having it. The longer ive had it the more id recognise the symptoms. Of racing thoughts and adrenaline. But Ive been taking this medicine for close to two years and I havent had any dellusions or far-fetched thinking. Wish I could talk more but its hard for thoughts to talk about. Im not much of a sympathizer either. Not that I dont want to be its just hard for me to express myself. Yeah it was pretty crazy getting messages from the tv lol. Anyways im glad ive been taking these meds and that i can have my mind function somewhat normally. I just thought id share the world from my perspective. Fill you in on what I face.
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 05:29:44 +0000
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