Were do i start!!! sorry its been quiet on the snakey front.. the news i can say with permission is : I got pop stars texting ringing and sending me texts. Im in talks with at least 7 movies 3 films currently being made alongside that, as well as all the music vids currently in production 2 tv series ( behind the camera this time :) ) The other news, I keep to myself: is so exciting but I must remain professional.. 3 separate lots of it! Sorry but thats the nature of this game. Sadly from now on the reports are going to be less and less as I mature into the job. ( I have to ) But Im sure you understand. So this is gonna be one of my last over excited posts, but there is a reason for it. When I was a kid I had a wild imagination... Why because people told me I was useless, bullied, sat alone.. I was an artist, story writer poet at the age of learning to write. This sadly set the tone for the next 20 years really.. By the time I left school I was so sick of being told I would never amount to anything, I started training and went to college to study Acting, and musical theatre.. Why because I thought I could hide amongst over artistic people.. There I was treated the same as school, immature as I was I coped with it in a strange way,people didnt believe what I would tell them so I started to make storys up in order to change things up... I learned a lot about people and human nature with that still a child and sad and confused about the trauma of society and Philosophy on acceptance I recoiled into a darker place were I would meet other troubled souls and some life long friends.. I continued on a path of uselessness to the world, i was insignificant not that it mattered but trying to talk to people felt like being trapped underwater looking up at faces on the surface that would ignore my gargled underwater crying for help I so i told them all I was gonna talk to them from a Screen one day as thats all this crowed ever took notice of, things got odder from there Im gonna avoid a life story post as loads of sob story for the next 20 years of stuff and personal baggage is quite frankly boring depressing and trials of life is just quite frankly rather distasteful and already this narration is wandering off the beaten track... I digress! Skip years of gyms, the raf, bike clubs, wandering the streets, doors..ect.. I know Im going off track again stay with me lol.. And I actually put my paintings on peoples skin .... Forever .. As my day job. People fly from across the world for it! That art that made many say for years and years its beautiful but you should think of getting a real job well today I have to reply to another film star In a mail about an appointment for a tattoo, not that I wish to rub my former lifes nemesess noses in it with this post.. The message will be clear at the end.. But hey if Im not doing this as a job then I got a pretty cool lifestyle for someone with no hope! I guess all that hard hard work I put in then must of just been a waste like you said it would. I was told the camera would crack if I ever got in front of it... To put there comments into more mild perspective :-/ so I listened to them ... I got behind the camera .... Oops I guess that was a daft idea as I spend most of my time now traveling between tattoo appointments to make film and meet other people with amazing art skills from a similar back story.. And still it crushes me to see them still getting picked on and chewed up in there industry the same way we are at school. So I made a promise, I will take what I can do and use it to help people around me and take my good friends with me as they support the goodness with in people. I have learnt by public error that fighting doesnt work but if you work hard use some brain and all your love you really can make a difference not to your own life but to those around you. When some one abuses your good nature, when someone crushes your dream, when someone rips your heart out, and when someone makes you feel your different... Its because you are. Embrace it.. Keep it focused and guard it deep.. Use the pain and channel it. One day you will wake up and say wow today I do what I always dreamed what did you say to yourself when you woke this morning. Think a out it... Now to a few people I am talking to with this message you know who you are.. Next time your getting all that hate and jealousy hurled into your world all the evils and horrific human natures expressed in full profanity of your talents or your gift.. Remember if they felt the need to reach so deep down into the darkest parts of there soul to find the sheer effort it takes to try and hurt you so bad with a single word.. Its because you moved them ... You touched there life.. You do something very special.. People cant always understand or cope.. Because they want your gift.. These people are your biggest best fans. These people have noticed you. And these people even in hate spread your word far and wide.. When they say something about you it makes others notice you, notice your talents.. Notice that a god if there is one has made you stand apart to do something special.the hate isnt a punishment... Its your nourishment.. Its to feed you, drive you, carry your name and survive you. Its a gift in itself to take you higher. Its your fuel.. Your tools, your helping hand. Today I wrote the beginning of this post with beating heart and the reality of working harder and doing it for the ones I love. So you got hate... Just think in the future if you use it wisely.. What will you be able to write on here. Be proud be determined and dont ever let the bastards grind you down.
Posted on: Wed, 09 Apr 2014 09:42:53 +0000
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