What I failed to mention while feeling sorry for myself the other night, after I took a situation in which she was trying to help her (our special little boy) deal with his papa not being there, and blew it way out of proportion. Is that, while working my butt off trying to provide a descent life for my family, I was neglecting them and failing in m fatherly duties. Misty has repeatedly tried to get me to meet with a councelor who specializes in mental illnesses so I could better understand her and our two boys but I wouldnt listen. So she asked me to leave in the bezt interest of her chilldren. I said a lot of very mean and hateful things to her. Im the reason Im where Im at right now not her. I pray she can forgive me and give me a chance to learn and grow and become the loving father I have always dreamed of being. Im sorry Misty. Im willing to listen now. Hope its not to late. To the world you may be one person but to me you are the WORLD. I love you!
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 21:21:09 +0000