When I made the decision to divorce it was against what I believed. I never believed in divorce and it was the hardest decision I would ever make. But I had come to a place where I knew I would die if I did not find a way I could think again on my own. I had lost so much of my ability to see clearly. Many didnt understand me because they only saw the person I pretended to be and they thought I lost my mind. The image of my marriage was so deceiving and I appeared to be happy. I sincerely wanted happiness and I tried to create it. However there were a few that knew I struggled. The words out of my now ex husbands mouth after I asked for a divorce, were never to ask me to stay, but were I am so glad to be rid of her. It was at that moment I knew I could never go back. I wasnt that bad. I truly poured my heart and soul into my marriage and my family. I gave my best but when you have nothing left to give and you are down, and you find that the man you married not only doesnt help you up but kicks you further out into the storm, you know that there has to be a better life out there.
Posted on: Sat, 30 Nov 2013 17:23:49 +0000
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