When you look at me you can not see the terrible diseases that ravish my body. You do not see the constant pain behind my smile. You dont know that I struggled for an hour to get out of bed, and that my legs fell beneath my body to the floor. Many times I have felt down and alone, but you didnt know. Its hard to share what I feel inside because its hard to hear. Many times you suffer in silent tears. Lupus and Fibromyalgia are real. They are mean and ugly and dont care who they attack. Its not in my head and yes my body hurts for real. I am not lazy or without care. I want to do everything you think I should. I want to sweep and mop, I really do but my muscles and joints have different thoughts that say if you do you will pay. SO today Im asking that you think of what Ive shared and say a prayer for me if you really care. As you can tell Im in a lot of pain today and was supposed to be having a yard sale, however I couldnt even lift my head this morning for an hour. Please do keep me in your prayers today. Im sorry that I dont have an upbeat thought for today. I try to be positive but its hard. Jesus is here with me I know otherwise Id never made it this morning. God bless love to you all.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 14:06:24 +0000
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