Where do I start? What should I say? How will I do this? Ill start with this, I worship an awesome God and He has not left my side, not once! I was so praying that when I awakened after surgery Monday that I would be given the news that the surgeons had to remove the upper right lobe of lung, and that the mass was gone and I was cured. What a wonderful message my family wanted to give me. But as you all probably know by now, that was not the news I was given. The surgeons found that I have a lung fugus and a malignant node. With our loving God guiding their medical decisions, they felt the very best treatment for me was to give me chemo and also radiation. The most awesome physician you and I will ever know, told them what the best treatment for me would be. So here I am, sitting in my comfortable recliner, again!!! ( do you think there will be recliners in heaven???!!!!) have I cried, yes! Am I scared, yes! Am I wondering what is next, yes! Why, at this moment , Im still waiting on my path report and Im scared!!! But through all this, my relationship with my heavenly Father has grown by leaps and bounds!!!! How He has talked to me is amazing!! You and your support and prayers have amazed me!!! I hope everyone of you will be very convicted by our God to continue lifting me up to Him several times a day, pray that I will be able to handle the side effects of the treatment my team of doctors wii decide on and that you and I will grow so strong in our daily walk with our God that we will be amazed at how God is blessings us through this valley I have to walk through. And its fine with me if you pray for miracle in my healing!!!! As you know, its taken a while for me to post anything, but I still havent wrapped around my mind that I have cancer. I know other people also have this diagnosis and it is so hard on them. God bless them all! But this is my journey and Im asking you to be apart of it because I NEED you. Always keep in mind how wonderfully close I have grown to our glorious savior and that I believe, i know... By His stripes we are healed!!! This is a new year ... I just know He has good things planned for me!!! Eventually, I will fly on wings like eagles!!!! Happy New Year to you all and always remember... God loves you and so do I!!!!
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 04:34:48 +0000
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