Whew...it has been one long day..cant believe we as one ALL went to see mom today was the day we told her we will be ok we understand..it was ok to let go...first day since shes been in there she sat straight up in that bed..looked at every one of us...that was the greatest feeling in awhile..still hurts like hell...but to know she knew we were all there kids grandkids...we said what we needed to say before they had to give her another pain shot...I think I can feel at peace I hope she does too were just trying to get her ready for when its time for her to go...this is the very hardest thong I have ever gone thrgh in my life...we still need prayers ...when its all said and done ..I am going to need a lot of medication...all I can say is I want my momma..never said it so much in my life ..I have no regrets I know she is proud of me...I am happy just for that....I will miss her more than anything in this world...ppl please respect ur parents ..they brought u in this world and have all respect ...BECAUSE U WILL NEVER HAVE ANOTHER...Ive had the best one myself..and its going to be very hard to let go...dont think I can ever do that..I know she will always be with me...so if yall dont have things right with ur parents then make them right before something happens ..or u will never have that chance..dont be stupid they are the reason u are here ...they brought u here ...u use or abuse ...then they should have taken u out easier than u got here!!!
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 04:31:29 +0000
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