While setting up a play list for driving down the road I found this song. This song speaks to my Pre-Christ-Follower walk. But it also speaks to things left within me that I have yet to let go. That I am letting go. There are parts of my past (though not horrible) they stick within me as they are part of who I am. But I am stepping into the past briefly to see what is there. These things I held onto that hurt me, I see they are not as bad as I thought they were. I held onto things in my past kind of like a punishment. Why? who knows. I can tell you that right now, deep within me, I am giving my entire life, even the pieces I hold onto away. When i witness to people I give up the parts that hurt me, so that way they will help others, but you know what. When I give of myself it keeps me from running inside me.When you are asked by Christ to to go all in, there is no room for pride, or holding onto the things that stick you in one place. Knowing I am not worthy is not the problem, none of us are that. Knowing I am deserving of the title and new direction, that has been hard for me. But you know what? I know He called me, knowing who I am now, who I am to become through Him, and all of my faults, and every part of me. He chose me, saved me, called me, and now is elevating my calling. I am deserving of this I did not want, and I accept what is to come. I know I am getting to a place where there is no room to run, and I am ready to bring my A-Game. I post all of this for one reason....... If I can do it, make it, and serve as I do...... So can you.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Jun 2013 02:51:38 +0000
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