Why I am NO LONGER working and how this happened to me....as time went on....like I said.....I did work in my time for quite sometime until I couldnt and I have many many FEARS...that I deal with....one of which is going out in Winter....icy roads. Im not going to list all my fears I have...but this is one of my set backs where I dont like leaving my apartment. For 5 years, I refused to go out of my apartment....I did at times. I was moving around in the building....but I stayed mostly with myself and I had a select few of friends then. This is when I was suicidal in Dec. 2004...I may have dates wrong. I was taking a variety of psychiatry medications. Which wasnt helping me...was only making me more FAT and more depressed in my opinion. I was hospitalized once but Im not remembering if it was with my Ex boyfriend when I was with him or afterwards...I am thinking afterwards...but I cant remember for sure. Im not always good at remembering everything like I used to do. I do remember stuff...but I sometimes mix up my Time frames when things occurred. Things blend for me...what was important isnt so I dont think about them anymore and so I forget little details...but I will remember some stuff and that is usually things of interests....even with that...over a period of time....I soon forget and may remember that it happened. That is how my brain works. How I got these fears? Some were there and just grew over time with me and situations I was in also created fear in me. My relationship with my Ex boyfriend also wouldnt allow ME to express my feelings OPENLY and allow me to be me. At this point in my life, I was gullible and I didnt know what to expect in that relationship and I still have EMOTIONAL scars from that relationship that havent left me that I struggle at times with. Plus, at this time, I was extremely over weight and I wasnt physically able to do a lot of things and keep up with the jobs I had.....I kept getting fired one after another....thats when I couldnt HOLD down a job any longer. So, at this point in my life I was going to counselors and seeing shrink doctors quite often. I even went to GROUP therapy!! I personally hated that!! So, when I say I know psychiatry I am speaking from experiences I endured and watching other people as well and plus learning new things about the side effects of these medications. What they do and how they can possibly cause other more serious problems....after learning this and after being on the pills I saw this made some sense to me. But, anyone can look into what Im saying to see if I am correct on this.....meaning about the video below. They dont have any specific test to determine if someone is Bi-polar or not...but most people are that. But, if you go to a shrink telling them what you want from them...they get upset with you or say your cured of any mental illness that you have....how is that based upon other doctors saying I have Bi-Polar, OCD, BPD and other labels ...I found out...I was even Narcissistic...I havent had that one until I learned it later on they added it...but each one you go to they tell you something different. How is that so? I personally feel that people do have problems that these problems that people have are real....but, what it means is that they dont know how to handle their problems and I personally feel that TALK therapy works when the therapist asks the right questions with their patients and not have that other doctor....I would THINK a PCP would actually be more suitable if medications needed to be handed out. But, I think walking or exercise is another key to helping with depression. But, Ive noticed when you go to a therapists you talk anything you want. Pretending Im a therapist for a second...heres what I would do if I was one...first....find out what it is that is bothering them? What brings you hear? I would try to help narrow down what the problem is and direct them to their thinking abilities and by giving examples of making improvements. I would give them exercises to do.. practice with them until they feel better again. Each person would be different and I dont know every persons problems out there either and what they have to deal with. For serious mental people, then I would recommend a medication that doesnt have serious side effects except common ones such as: Sleepiness, dry mouth, simple stuff like that...side effects for me is very scary cause you dont know if YOU are a statistic on developing something from this medications or not. My point is...why risk it? People are being TOLD they NEED these medications and GO ASK YOUR DOCTOR!! Psychiatry is making people believe they need these medications to make them feel better? Do they ever ask if they ever actually do...or is it in there heads? Get it? Sugar pill...Anyone can tell you a great story and tell you how great this is and how this will help you get better and believing in it ...MAGICALLY it happens and it works!! Its how you THINK so therefore, it does. But, when it wears off time for some other new drug to try out....that will make ya feel a little better. This is my views on Psychiatry!! :D https://youtube/watch?v=JsqDyEMkLpQ
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 03:53:58 +0000
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